Sunday, October 14, 2012

Mondays' Music Moves Me A Souls Journey.

This song asks the question we all ask of ourselves at one time or another.  Who are you?  This is where I begin my journey of rebirth, asking who I am and what my life means/

This is where I am, asking to be brought back to life, from the long period of suffering and struggle I have dealt with for the past 30 years, and longer.

For many years of my life was this.  I was deep inside a world of darkness of self hate and destructive actions.

This music is that of healing, of moving out of what I have been, to what I am becoming, reborn a new beginning.  Calming the body, mind and spirit to renew and begin with new potential.
This was the world I was in.  I could not get outside the pain, the remorse of loss of so many who meant so much.  It becam a suffocating trap I kept around me and did not move out of because I was comfortable there.
This is where I am now, with a new horizon before me, and the potential for all things to come into being.
This is what I am doing currently, taring down the walls, I spent my life building.  Overcoming the voices that scream to keep the walls in place.
This represents again where I am, I am fired up, ready to move forward and put the past behind me.  A successful new life, built on Trust, honesty, love the believe in success, prosperity and achievement.

This is the end, but it is the beginning, a new beginning.
Just a reminder to myself to not allow myself to ever allow time to slip away, that it is so precious and once it is gone, you never get it back, and if you aren't paying attention you miss the moments completely.
All things are possible.  Moving ahead with the future before me, and positive beliefs surrounding me.  Destination, "Out there, that a way, first star on the right, and straight on til morning.


  1. Great music honey and pertinent to the aspects of life you speak about.
    Love the work you are doing. Tough but love it and you!
    ~Your Wife

  2. Very well put together my friend, and I could tell it was a tiny bit hard, but you're a proud person. It sounds like you've come a long way, so you have that right to be proud. Keep up the good work my friend. So I see you're a treky? LOL Good for you. Everyone should have a hobby or did you just mean it as a note to look towards the future I'm sure. Thanks for sharing. Took a big person to do that. Thanks for sharing.

    1. Dolly,
      I am a full fledged Trekker and have been, since I was six years old, when the original TREK first premiered.

      But you are right, in this regard, it is a reference to the positive future.

      Just wish Paramount would stop redoing the effects for TOS Trek. I am so tired of watching classic episodes and seeing crap new effects, and certain scenes cut now, for the first time,

      That is another crusade for another blog though.

      Thanks for your comments in general, and the journey has just begun, to paraphrase TREK...

  3. Nice choices, I will have to stop by again and listen to them. Dancing along now.

  4. I remember when I first heard Evanescence. Very haunting.

    Very interesting choices. Thanks for sharing with us.

    Aloha :)

    1. Evanessence isn't that old either. The first I was aware of her music was of course DARE DEVIL, which should have just been her music, which I think it was anyway.

      Amazing singer and very powerful. Glad you stopped by.